So Jan. is over. I still haven't knit up all of the yarn I wanted to, but I will. I am not where I want to be weight wise. Man, okay must find some positives. I did get a lot of knitting done and I have been eating better. I did a ton of reading!
I am feeling a lot better right now. I talked to my friend Leah and I think she gets me. I like things to be fun and mellow. I love listening to my friends when they are having a hard time. I really want to be there for people. Some things can weigh on me. I don't know where I got this peace-maker/keeper mentality, but it is growing stronger as I age. I know life can't always be positive, but I wish we could all "smile on your brother, everybody get together try to love one another right now". Maybe I am wrong in this maybe I need to change my personality. But I really feel that if I was wrong it wouldn't make me physically ill to be around negativity. I know that I probably get annoying to people with my wanting peace and happiness, but I hope they can appreciate that it comes from a real place in me.
Feb. Goals:
~Run 10 miles
~Read 3 books
~Finished Jan. Projects, get far into Feb. Lady Sweater, and do one pair of socks.
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Gee, I hope the end of this post wasn't directed at anyone in particular. ;)
LOL, the more distance I get from it I feel like I probably over reacted. It was just the feelings that came over me when I was around it. I guess I should write down stuff in my journal so I can express how I feel, but not accidentally bring others into my own struggles. =( Sorry
I don't think you overreacted. Your personality dictates how you feel about things and you can't help that. It's just how you feel. :)
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